I see you have been going through a period of stagnation or just not seeing results from your project this you are getting in your own way. You need to reevaluate how you are approaching the situation. I see some of yall may be having an issue with a mother figure as well. You guys also have been neglecting yourself mentally, emotionally, and physically. You may need to make a doctor's appointment. Step back and give yourself some time to rest, because when you come back to the table you will dominate the issue at hand. You come first remember that.